Today I am ready to throw in the towel. It has been two weeks of pure torture. Maybe I am just a wimp. I have exercised on a regular basis at least 5 times a week with walking, step aerobics, or weights for the past 6 years. I really enjoy exercising, but I think that P90X is more of a punishment. It isn't fun, for me that is. Isn't exercise suppose to be fun? It is so you will continue to do it. Every Tuesday we are suppose to weigh in and take our measurements. I got a little excited on Saturday and weighed early. However, when I weighed myself today I have gained 3 pounds since Saturday. How does that happen when I am not even eating sweets or anything different than before. I have never been on a diet and this diet is getting pretty boring. I love meat, but I have eaten so much meat that I am burnt out now. I have stuck to it pretty good, but not as great as Blake has. So far I have lost 3 pounds, 1 1/2 inches off of my waist and an inch off of my hips. Not bad, I would say. However, can I really do this for another 76 more days? I was happy being me before. I wasn't skinny, but I wasn't fat. I walked and enjoyed it, watched what I ate somewhat without being on a diet, and was happy. A group of my friends and I were talking yesterday....is it really worth it? Being skinny I mean. Is it really worth it? And after this 90 days, then what....I will most likely gain it all back once I begin eating my chocolate licorice now and again along with other sweets or chips. Well, I guess what I am trying to say is, don't be surprised if I quit really soon.